Cukup sudah kuberikan cintaku Cukup sudah rasa ini untukkmu Mati sudah hati ini padamu Mati sudah hasrat ingin bersamamu
Pernahkah kau merasa Hatimu Hampa Pernahkah kau merasa Hatimu Kosong
Buang saja semua kata cintamu Buang saja semua kata maafmu Hancur sudah hati ini padamu Hancur sudah hasrat ingin bersamamu
Rap: Pernahkah, pernahkah kau merasa Dikala siang datang terasa gelap gulita Tiada cahaya hanya gelap hitam dan kelam Tak ada lagi suka tak ada rasa Pernahkah, pernah pernah pernah pernahkah, pernahkah kau merasa Disaat diri terlelap Meski gemuruh kian beradu slalu mengaduh Kau tetap terlelap dalam tidurmu
Dangdut: Maafkan aku sayangku Bukan maksudku menyakitimu, mengkhianatimu Ampuni aku sayangku Cukup katakan aku tak lagi mencintaimu
Hanafee's going for surgery today. this morning. what saddens me the most is i am not allowed to come to kl. what saddens me the most is he's not telling me which hospital. what saddens me the most is he even told his brothers not to tell me the hospital's name. what saddens me the most is i was so far far away when his mother passed away.. and now i am still far far away when he's in pain. i am so sad he doesnt wanna share his pain with me... selfish selfish selfish!! as much as he's hurting now.. it hurts me too that i cant be by his side...now i am hating this long distance relationship we have.
ok he just called me, and his surgery is at 10 am. and i am still in masai??!! *crying*
You are who I think you are You are who I think as a star Promised light and friendship from afar Yet faith and soul seem apart so far If soul I keep then in faith I look upon new horizons Shall God besiege me, leaving me too far behind And in time I keep faith In time I keep hope For what we want and what we see might make us better than slope But just as far as faith and hope Then time shall let me cope Only one for you and hope I will not drop.
p/s: From a stranger, sent to me via e-mail dated 4th June 2003, Wednesday, with the title “Tolong lah jangan ingat aku gila”.
First, pluck the petals from your roses. Amazingly, it gives you a good feeling! Place them in a plastic basin together with other flowers you wanna dry. Next, form a love shape with the rose petals. You need patience to do this. It's not as easy as you think. Arrange the other flowers based on your preferences. (I don't know what's the name of the blue one. heh) Finally... tadaaa~!! Your love garden!!
After this, you can either press your love garden with heavy books and frame it. or take pictures of it and send it to your loved ones.
I don't know how and where to start, it's been three weeks since the last update and lots of things had happened to us, especially Hanafee.
Dear all, Hanafee's mother had passed away on the 4th Syawal, last month. I wanted to inform you people about it here but I didn't know how to write it...I was speechless, wordless. Until now I don't even know how to construct sentences to add to this paragraph. *sads*
Hence, this entry will end here.
Al-Fatihah to mama, Allahyarhamah Halijah bt. Ahmad (28 July 1951- 23 Sept 2009)
Wait, now I have something to say. Mama, I know you can't read this but I know God can listen to the words in my heart.. I love your son and I will try my best to take care of him and make him happy, and be an awesome wife to him. InsyaAllah. May you bless us from above. I love you too mama.