Saturday, October 31, 2009

One of the things I wanna do....

before i turn 25 is...sending an e-mail to Hanis Zalikha. Regardless of whether she would reply me. it would be nice if she did. *smiles*

Have fun reading hers!!

Friday, October 30, 2009

Dangerously Straightforward

Cukup sudah kuberikan cintaku
Cukup sudah rasa ini untukkmu
Mati sudah hati ini padamu
Mati sudah hasrat ingin bersamamu

Pernahkah kau merasa
Hatimu Hampa
Pernahkah kau merasa
Hatimu Kosong

Buang saja semua kata cintamu
Buang saja semua kata maafmu
Hancur sudah hati ini padamu
Hancur sudah hasrat ingin bersamamu

Pernahkah, pernahkah kau merasa
Dikala siang datang terasa gelap gulita
Tiada cahaya hanya gelap hitam dan kelam
Tak ada lagi suka tak ada rasa
Pernahkah, pernah pernah pernah pernahkah, pernahkah kau merasa
Disaat diri terlelap
Meski gemuruh kian beradu slalu mengaduh
Kau tetap terlelap dalam tidurmu

Maafkan aku sayangku
Bukan maksudku menyakitimu, mengkhianatimu
Ampuni aku sayangku
Cukup katakan aku tak lagi mencintaimu

p/s: Hampa Hatiku by Ungu.

Sunday, October 25, 2009


Hanafee's going for surgery today. this morning. what saddens me the most is i am not allowed to come to kl. what saddens me the most is he's not telling me which hospital. what saddens me the most is he even told his brothers not to tell me the hospital's name. what saddens me the most is i was so far far away when his mother passed away.. and now i am still far far away when he's in pain. i am so sad he doesnt wanna share his pain with me... selfish selfish selfish!! as much as he's hurting now.. it hurts me too that i cant be by his i am hating this long distance relationship we have.

ok he just called me, and his surgery is at 10 am. and i am still in masai??!! *crying*

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

This One’s For You

You are who I think you are
You are who I think as a star
Promised light and friendship from afar
Yet faith and soul seem apart so far
If soul I keep then in faith I look upon new horizons
Shall God besiege me, leaving me too far behind
And in time I keep faith
In time I keep hope
For what we want and what we see might make us better than slope
But just as far as faith and hope
Then time shall let me cope
Only one for you and hope I will not drop.

The end

p/s: From a stranger, sent to me via e-mail dated 4th June 2003, Wednesday, with the title “Tolong lah jangan ingat aku gila”.

Anyway, guess who was the stranger? =)

Koleksi Ruang Tamu

Dah lama tak blog pasal dekor dekor dekor
(sila baca dgn berlagu mcm dalam tv. heh)

So now, i present you, 10 inspirational living room designs!!

suka ini suka ini!!! =D but it would be too girly for hanafee. hmmph.

bold colors + cool wall arts! = awesome!!

simply because i love the green....

i LOVE this!!!

hmmph.. i like the couch.

black red white theme...

minimalist. sesuai utk yg baru kawin. hehe =)


Saturday, October 17, 2009

Save the Dolphins

I have just read from Emila Yusof's blog about Dolphins Slaughter in Japan. Most people in Japan don't have any idea that the dolphin slaughter is even happening.

There’s an on-going petition to stop the killing. I’ve already signed the petition and now it’s your turn. Please help spread the word and save the dolphins!!

I'm a dolphin lover! But I never see them live. (Ade ke dolphins di Malaysia? Dugong ade la kot. huhu)

Why do I like dolphins? They symbolize freedom, joy, grace, serenity...

Do you know that when i first started using mIRC ( i was 17), my first nickname was white_dolphin. *smiles*

What's your first nickname for chatting?

Flowers mood

Saya sedang dalam mood yang berbunga-bunga. Hence, the flowery post.

Flowers can instantly make you feel so much happier. They are beautiful to look at and smell good. Don't wait for someone to buy flowers for you. You deserve it, so buy them for yourself.


Bunga apa kamu suka??

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

What to do with your flower bouquets?

Answer: Make a love garden!!

Don't know? Worry no more, I'll show you how!

First, pluck the petals from your roses. Amazingly, it gives you a good feeling! Place them in a plastic basin together with other flowers you wanna dry.
Next, form a love shape with the rose petals.
You need patience to do this. It's not as easy as you think.

Arrange the other flowers based on your preferences.
(I don't know what's the name of the blue one. heh)

Finally... tadaaa~!! Your love garden!!

After this, you can either press your love garden with heavy books and frame it.
take pictures of it and send it to your loved ones.

I did the latter. *smiles*

Happy trying!!

Friday, October 9, 2009

Al-Fatihah to Hanafee's Mother

I don't know how and where to start, it's been three weeks since the last update and lots of things had happened to us, especially Hanafee.

Dear all, Hanafee's mother had passed away on the 4th Syawal, last month. I wanted to inform you people about it here but I didn't know how to write it...I was speechless, wordless. Until now I don't even know how to construct sentences to add to this paragraph. *sads*

Hence, this entry will end here.

Al-Fatihah to mama,
Allahyarhamah Halijah bt. Ahmad
(28 July 1951- 23 Sept 2009)

Wait, now I have something to say.
Mama, I know you can't read this but I know God can listen to the words in my heart.. I love your son and I will try my best to take care of him and make him happy, and be an awesome wife to him. InsyaAllah. May you bless us from above. I love you too mama.